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14 Jun 2018

Setia.


Dan aku pilih untuk menjadi:

Pendengar setia.
Pembaca dalam diam.

Kerna untuk meluah, aku takkan pernah mampu.
Kerna untuk bercerita, orang takkan pernah kisah.

12 Jun 2018

Dear the 24 years old me, from the late 23 years old me.


Dear 24 years-old-self.

When you type this, you were (or am?) actually 23. It's November 2017 now..few months to go.

Kerja, macam tahi.
Cinta, cukup sampai disini.
Orang ketiga, pun kau terus pilih untuk lari.
Statistik 2 untuk part time degree, aduh lemah sekali.

Apa apa pun tahun lepas kau boros juga.
Memanjang Kyochon, terbeli PS4 pulak tu. Aduh.

Aku tak tahu lah nak cakap apa kat diri aku yang umur 24, weh.
Aku harap kau tabah.

Happy birthday, dear self.

Entah dengan siapa, entah sorang sorang, entah.
Harap kau tahu jalan.

Timing timing camni kita ada set nak kumpul duit start umur 24.
Kalau tak start lagi -- hah maka start lah, bodoh.

Sincerely,
From the 23 years old you.

Dear the 24 years old me, from the (late) 22 years old me.


Things change.
I leave people.
People leave me.
Memories fade.

But hold on.
Prioritize yourself.

Your 22 years old self is now a part time student, a full time worker and currently socially comfortable with someone for a year and 5 months. You always go out when there's a free time. You suck at studies because you're lazy as heck. You have few friends and you're choosy when it comes to people. You've pushed away nice people. Your social anxiety is getting better. Your working life sucks as you don't see any career advancement in it. But you freaking hold on because you told yourself to focus on degree studies, which you actually don't focus on it at all.

Maigad.
Happy birthday, dear self.

From the 22 years old you.