It's okay.

It's okay to apply. 

At least you try.

(small steps are still a progress)

 

It's okay to be nervous. 

At least you make steps.

(better late than never, at least you try)

It's okay to fail an interview. 

At least you learn how to answer well from time to time.

(getting the opportunity to talk to people in the company is also a good thing too)

It's also okay to stay if the environment fits you.

It's also okay to leave if you want changes.

Have faith in yourself.  

If it's meant for you, it will be; for you.

 

Go anywhere you want, do whatever is best for you,

respect people around you, do your best always, 

leave when it's time and be better from time to time.

Surviving, adapting or living?

 

Surviving, adapting or living?

Surviving is when you're trying to cope. You hold on.

Adapting is when you're coping with things. You adjust.

Living is when you're free from feeling miserable. You enjoy life.

So which one are you?

Calming, soothing.

Writing soothes me.
My betta fish calms me.
People humanize me.
Random moments remind me that life is basically simple.

As much I enjoy being alone, I enjoy not feeling lonely around people.
May I be surrounded by lovely people, and may I give good vibes to people.