Life phase.

2015 was the year where I start to do things in life. 

Career. Studies. Social life.

2016 was the year where I commit with things.

2017 was the year for me to just be free or to just live young. 

To try and error. 

To just live life separately. 

To do things alone.

2018 was the year of change. 

A better year. 

Achievements.

2019 to me is the year to go steady. 

The year of getting old. 

Getting old means saving some money and gaining some experience. 

To contribute. 

To achieve new goal. 

To think about long term plans..

But yaaaaaaaa..we'll see. We'll see.

Uish.

Makin tua ni interest aka hobi aku makin mati.

Aku tak lagi rasa nak menulis macam dulu.

Aku tak lagi rasa nak kisah kat orang macam dulu.

Aku tak lagi rasa nak masuk campur pun dengan hidup sesiapa.

Benda benda kat atas ni maknanya apa? 

Aku makin matang?

Aku makin focus on hidup aku saja? 

Aku mula hilang harapan dengan manusia? 

Ataupun, demotivated?

Aku sendiri pun tak tahu.

BUT

Kalau aku tak kacau hidup kau, tolong jangan kacau hidup aku.

Kalau aku tak kenal kau in person, tolong jangan sibuk dengan hal hidup aku.

Nak kenal boleh tapi nak lebih-lebih, tak payah.

Sekian, terima kasih.