Misi 2020

Happy new year, dear self.

Before that I would like to say thank you for those yang kekal disisi.
And also for those yang pergi, thank you juga.

2019 is was like a roller coaster year for me.
So many ups, so many downs.

The thing that I'm sure that I met new people in life and I left certain people in life.
I have no regrets for knowing new people and I have no regrets for leaving some people.

Secara umumnya saya mahu:

1. Meniaga semula
2. Kurangkan berasap
3. Banyakkan masa untuk insan insan yang terpilih
4. Menyimpan secara konsisten
5. Ease things for the parents.

Secara umurnya lagi, saya juga mahu tekankan self care dalam diri untuk tahun ni.

I honestly don't care much about myself previously hence I'm doing it right now.

Also, self esteem. I wanna just "fuck it" instead of  "what if", yknow? If you know, you know.

Anyway.. I colored my hair!! 

One of the thing that I wanna do before I turn 30..

Putrajaya, 1st day of 2020.

This year would actually be a tough year for me.

But let's just try to cope with it and live, shall we?

Dear 26 years old me, from the 24 years old me.

Hello the 26 years old me.

Happy new year.
Happy new year of 2020, in advance from the 2018 me.

At this point I'm not sure what's the life progress nanti.
At this point I'm not sure what's my opinion in every perspective of life..

But the thing I'm sure is;
We used to think that our life sucks.
We almost gave up.
However things turned just fine, sebab apa?
Sebab sentiasa cuba bertahan.

Setelah mengharungi 2017 yang gila nak mampus, we got promoted.
The big boss said that it's a well deserved promotion.

Kalau aku yang berumur 26 tahun nanti ni dalam keadaan down -- bangkit lah.
Kalau aku yang berumur 26 tahun nanti ni dalam keadaan static -- good lah.

Sunway Lagoon, 2018.

Berserah.

Kemahuan tanpa kepastian adalah nafsu.
Keinginan tanpa komitmen adalah pembaziran.

Takda paksaan.
Tanpa jaminan.
Entah sampai bila.

Otak kata tidak, hati kata sebaliknya.

Entah.
Tak pasti samada bodoh ataupun buta.