Perubahan.

Diberi ruang untuk aku buktikan.

Diberi peluang untuk aku tunjukkan.

Diberi kesempatan untuk aku lampirkan.

Diberi jalan untuk aku teruskan.

Diberi lubang untuk aku tebuskan.

Diberi kepercayaan itu, 

suatu benda yang mahal bagi aku.

It is always nice.

Tapi bila peluang itu diberi oleh dua pihak yang berlainan;

it is also always confusing for me to choose.

Moga semuanya baik-baik saja.

Bersebab.

 

Mungkin Tuhan atur hidup sebegitu, bersebab.

Apakah sebabnya?

Apakah hikmahnya?

Apakah ertinya?

 

Munasabah diri.

Kerna refleksi diri itu kunci untuk kesedaran diri.

It's okay.

It's okay to apply. 

At least you try.

(small steps are still a progress)

 

It's okay to be nervous. 

At least you make steps.

(better late than never, at least you try)

It's okay to fail an interview. 

At least you learn how to answer well from time to time.

(getting the opportunity to talk to people in the company is also a good thing too)

It's also okay to stay if the environment fits you.

It's also okay to leave if you want changes.

Have faith in yourself.  

If it's meant for you, it will be; for you.

 

Go anywhere you want, do whatever is best for you,

respect people around you, do your best always, 

leave when it's time and be better from time to time.

Surviving, adapting or living?

 

Surviving, adapting or living?

Surviving is when you're trying to cope. You hold on.

Adapting is when you're coping with things. You adjust.

Living is when you're free from feeling miserable. You enjoy life.

So which one are you?

Calming, soothing.

Writing soothes me.
My betta fish calms me.
People humanize me.
Random moments remind me that life is basically simple.

As much I enjoy being alone, I enjoy not feeling lonely around people.
May I be surrounded by lovely people, and may I give good vibes to people.

Draft post lama: Buang masa.

02/06/2015 00:42

Time belajar dulu tak sabar sangat nak habis belajar.
Sekarang ni dah habis belajar, aku taknak kerja.
Aku nak study.

14/01/2021 03:22

Time kerja dan belajar dulu tak sabar juga nak habis belajar.

Sekarang ni dah habis belajar 2.0, aku nak kerja tempat lain.

Dan aku masih ada perasaan nak sambung study.

*Genap 6 tahun, 7 bulan dan 12 hari aku tulis benda ni. 

Fasa kehidupan yang berbeza. 

Antara tak punya pilihan dan punya pilihan.

Adjustment.

The willingness to accept,

the desire to change,

and the eagerness to adapt.

These are important.

2022.

 

26 November itu hari, aku berhenti kerja.

16 December itu hari, aku finally bergraduasi. 

Gila? Gila.

Menyesal? Tidak.  

Sebenarnya salah satu lifegoal aku awal 20-an adalah untuk aku kekal kerja satu tempat sampai aku habis belajar. 

Bila dah habis belajar, lifegoal seterusnya adalah berhenti dan pergi cuba benda lain dalam hidup.

Mental health? Restored! Financial wealth? Destroyed! Haha!

Looking forward to the next adventure in life. InsyaAllah. Kalau ada rezeki.

I cried when I got my part-time degree transcript btw. I cried cause I finally made it.

Dalam 5 tahun belajar dan 6 tahun kerja, banyak benda jadi.

Orang tinggalkan aku, aku tinggalkan orang.

Pernah kerja sampai malam. 

Pernah study tak tidur malam. 

But overall, all was worth it!

I deserve this. I deserve to celebrate. I deserve to be happy.

@aliamustaphaa

Live life to the fullest katanya

♬ Fayahh Robinsonprods - rb